thank u so much for the kind reply
i do use them sometimes, but i'm unemplyed and can't always afford them...and i guess i get embarassed buying them, and it makes me feel like im weak or lazy or something. like i should be able to stop it if i just try harder...but ive been trying all my life
i got bullied something chronic for it at school, and my parents used to yell at me about it too, calling me lazy and stupid etc
i don't remember when it started, as far as i know its been since i was outve diapers...so yeah. i'm not really sure
xoxo
kaye
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