[Angel2fire]

Not sure if I should post this on the actual BPD thread, but thought it might get missed.

To cut a long story short, I was diagnosed with BPD 5 years ago. I am now happily married and have a wonderful little boy. I have been through therapy and {thought} I was dealing with my issues quite well.

I no longer have the abandonment issue as my husband has proved time and time again hes not going anywhere (and I've fought pretty hard.)

Anyway, I'm bi-sexual and poly. My husband isn't but he doesn't mind that I am. I've had a few flings/relationships with women since we've been together and its never affected me before.

However, something happened between me and a girl recently (at a time where I had a lot of other issues going off) and I became completely obsessed, deluded e.t.c. She works closely with me, so we decided it shouldnt go any further.

It's difficult now. I try to act the same but there's those moments when I think "why couldnt it be different, why do my stupid 500% amplified emotions get in the way."

Anyway, I'm pretty sure the solution is that nothing can continue to happen. What I was wondering is if anyone else with BPD has had anything similar happen, especially after thinking their BPD was quite under control?

Sorry for rambling and thanks for reading.