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LilacSky · 13-01-2011, 09:29 AM

Hi. I'm Lilac.

New here.. having a very hard time... I'm 23, and live in California. I suffer from depression and anxiety... and of course, self-harm.. I started when I was 15. I've had periods of stopping, even hit a year once, but I always seem to fall back into it... Like tonight.

I lost my mom to cancer when I was 19. I can't find a job. I can't afford to go back to school. I'm stuck... and oh so triggered and sad..

I hope you will have me here.

Guess I have to look into getting that * removed from my name because I can't get into chat. :(

Thanks for listening.

13-01-2011, 09:29 AM	#1
LilacSky Join Date: Jan 2011 Location: California I am currently:	Hi I'm LilacSky. Hi. I'm Lilac. New here.. having a very hard time... I'm 23, and live in California. I suffer from depression and anxiety... and of course, self-harm.. I started when I was 15. I've had periods of stopping, even hit a year once, but I always seem to fall back into it... Like tonight. I lost my mom to cancer when I was 19. I can't find a job. I can't afford to go back to school. I'm stuck... and oh so triggered and sad.. I hope you will have me here. Guess I have to look into getting that * removed from my name because I can't get into chat. :( Thanks for listening. Last edited by LilacSky : 13-01-2011 at 10:01 AM. Reason: Decided to write more..