Ever since I was really little I've hated being a girl I hare being defined as one and think people think I'm disgusting because I am one I really hate having female parts. I hate it still but I don't want to be a boy, I'd rather be a boy but truth be told I don't want to be anything... I hate admitting to having or acknowledging my female stuff and I can't wash without clothes on because I hate touching myself and acknowledging my body. Puberty mortified me aswell.. I still don't really know who I am.. I wear baggy clothes, never wear makeup and my long hair cut short and the shorter it is the happier I am but my mum won't let me have it very short. Sorry I don't have much advice I just wanted to let you know you're not alone.
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