i know that feeling, other than my bf i have pretty much cut contact (either i stopped talking to them or i did something and they stopped talking to me) with everyone in my life. im trying to fix that now but it takes a lot and im still unstable after stopping and then restarting my meds. i find cuddly toys easier cos i have no fear of them rejecting me or hurting me, which i have with most living things.x
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