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only left over tears · 09-01-2011, 04:00 AM

I can't. Not only is there no way to drive to our nearby hospital, but I won't ruin my parents perception of me. Anyones.

I researched the proper way to kill yourself with a razor and I'm scared. Scared of death. Scared of myself. I can't tell anyone, they'd see I'm imperfect and not who they think I am.

09-01-2011, 04:00 AM	#396
only left over tears Join Date: Jan 2011 Location: Canada I am currently:	I can't. Not only is there no way to drive to our nearby hospital, but I won't ruin my parents perception of me. Anyones. I researched the proper way to kill yourself with a razor and I'm scared. Scared of death. Scared of myself. I can't tell anyone, they'd see I'm imperfect and not who they think I am.
	i'm not crazy, i'm just a little unwell i know, right now you can't tell but stay awhile and maybe then you'll see a different side of me