I was talking to my faince about how I'm not sure about going back to uni next term because I can't concentrate and I feel useless in every lecture but I will because I have friends there to support me and I can always blow off some steam playing pool if I'm really frustrated, now he's going on about how I just use it as a social activity and I either need to put more effort in or quit. I'm furious with him. I genuinely struggle to get out of bed for uni because of how bad I feel and I usually have an energy drink Mon, Tues and Weds due to early mornings and my struggle sleeping (as Dr took me off the sleeping pills that helped me be awake enough to get out of bed) but he's angry at that too. The energy drink has less caffeine than coffee, I just can't drink cold coffee so I have to drink it all at once where my can can continue for hours. I don't see an issue with that, he does. He gets annoyed when I play pool instead of working on stuff that can be done another time and my head hurts I'm so angry
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