It makes sense, and I really hope you get to see a specialist so they can help you with all this. I can relate to the feeling of having too much attention on you, but try to remember that it's attention because they are trying to get you the best possible help and treatment.
I may have already asked this, but do you and your alters keep a journal?
Maybe that could help with the rumblings. Or letting the others paint or draw out their feelings? Sorry if you already do that or if they are useless suggetions. Thinking of you.
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