thank you... really appreciate the reply. need all the input i can get right now. i think a break would be healthy but we live together, so it's not really do-able. i'm trying really hard to keep my emotions in check because i know they aren't rational... maybe part of the problem is, i don't really have that many friends where we live-im not from here and the people i knew at uni have mainly grown up and moved away. so i feel stuck. and being unemployed i really don't have a lot of money to blow either... plus trying so hard not to drink too much because it's got me in a scary amount of trouble, so the safest thing seems to be staying in the flat, but it just hurts all the time. thanks again.
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