Thank you for replying. I haven't been up to responding so far but appreciated it. We are still together. We made things new on the 1st and I was happy about us being together... really together. And then I ruined things again, my stupid moods, my inappropriate responses. She went out and i panicked, got upset, got really drunk and punched in our window. So the trust is all shaken again and she's doubting me again and I am doubting myself again and still clinging to her because i can't not. am i wrong to?
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