No, not at all. I appreciate your time and the reply so thank you :)
And I know that going to a doctor will help, I just don't know what i'll say to my mum. There is no way I could go to the doctors without her knowing about it and when she finds out she'll want to know why.
There are some people at College that I feel as though I'm getting closer to but it's hard for me to trust people, especially men, after something that happened to me.
And at College i'm trying not to draw too much attention to myself because from September to Christmas last year I went through a lot and my tutors were involved in a lot of it so i'm trying to do things better this time and not end up in their office all the time. They weren't telling me off they were there for support and when I had panic attacks and fainted. They were really helpful but with this I don't think they'll understand.
I'm going to try and pluck up the courage to make a doctors appointment and actually go.
Thank you Jenna :)
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