Hello Skye. Well glad to you a ll are alright and Kathryn is too. Understand the denial thing, Hiding has plenty as well. We got a little happy point today. Our friend's husband who was severely depressed and doing odd things for nearly a yr now ,I think, came into our work today and omg he is like 100% better. happy and healthy looking , coversating easily and just overall better. We were so happy for him and our friend we could have cried. seriously he is like a different person. we messaged our friend telling her how happy we are for them that she has her husband back and her nightmare is over.
So glad something good has happened for people we care about.=)
anyhow, we are doing alright. Mixed emotions about many things, missing papa, upset and somewhat angry over our abusive ex husband having a new daughter born the other day and *shrug*
it is hard to explain .. especially for me since I don't really personally have feelings.. I can just sense the heaviness and weight of the others' feelings.
anyhow, I have managed to keep us numb and happy seeming today.
I am a little concerned about how Hididng will remember this time with losing her grandpa tho. She may not remember much since she hasn't really been out to mourn and grieve much so far, but then again we still haven't had a service for him yet.
Take care
Karma
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