[lunalovegood]

so this is a very delicate topic, and I couldn't find an appropriate label, so I just wrote it into the title.

I'll hide the text as well because it might be extremely triggering to some people.

The following content has been hidden - Reason : very triggering - sexual contents

have any of you ever hurt yourself "down there"? like, cut your genitalia or something? or done something else that really hurts? especially when you get sexual urges?

I haven't been sexually abused or anything, so it's even weirder that I tend to do that sometimes. I don't know, maybe I can't deal with my sexuality or whatever. I've never had a boyfriend and if I had one I definitely wouldn't want to do anything sex-realted with him (also not attracted to girls either).
I don't do it often, since my meds pretty much repress any sexual feelings (which I like), but then I kind of scare myself. especially because it's not only cutting on top but also hurting myself "inside".

I don't know if that made any sense. has anyone had a similar experience and found a way on how to deal with it? I really don't want it to go further and hurt myself so bad that I'd have to go to the ER, that would just be plain embarrassing.

so thanks in advance for any answers =)