Yeah, no matter how hard you try to watch them you cannot physically watch them all the time. I was caring for a suicidal friend a while ago, and if I turned my back for a second something would happen...
Honestly, however much he'd hate it, maybe it would be good that he was safe, and you can't watch him forever. Do you think he's going to improve in the near future? You're not making a big deal out of nothing. Look after yourself. *hugs*
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