"Looking4hope, it's exhausting to pretend to be well when you are not. You are not a burden and if anyone treats you that way it's their problem not yours. But I pretend a lot so I know what you are going through. I pretend and yet, those who really love me have not abandoned me when I haven't been able to keep pretending. I hope you feel better soon. Feel free to be yourself here. We know what it's like to feel hopeless. I believe that you are valuable and there is a huge reason why you are here... To be you. It's that simple. No pressure. Just you. Please post again."
No one says I am. I just feel like a burden. I get tired of all of this. I am so tired (physically). But I just can't figure out what I need. It just keeps going in a cycle. Some days I can't eat. Some days I feel sick. Some days I can barely get out of bed. Some days I wake up at six and can't go back to sleep. Some days I feel alone. Some days I feel so crowded out. I'm at my wits end. I'm currently so tired I can barely think strait. I'm just confused and tired of all this...
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