Hi ive always wanted to join the army for such a long time now sadly i cant (due to having a ED) and ive thought about your question for such a long time..
You won't be a murderer at all !! a soldiers job is to fight and protect the man next to him .. Afghanistan and such places are being ruined by people who are out for self profit and to prove something to cause the world to be scared of them .. You will be there to help the country be stable and just help the general population get on with there daily lives
And if you have to kill it will be to save a life .. To stop theses terroists making IEDS and killing the civilains.. The enemy doesn't want peace or for the country to better itself .. Your there for that exact reason to be normailty and peace to a torn up country
You won't screw up .. yeah you will be scared and frightened but when you are there the training will kick in and you will do what your trained for
(Hope this helps and isn't confusing)
Best of luck paul :)
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