I'm sorry i've not been around much at all, i really am, i hope this explains it. even though this explanation will not excuse me.
I'm doing terribly :( I've been slipping back into restricting for a little while now, but on wednesday I was shocked to find that I couldn't eat an apple for my lunch. yesterday I didnt eat anything til 9 30 pm, then i had half of a cup-a-soup and one slice of bread and I purged it. Today I went home at lunchtime and did 100 sit ups. I've eaten tonight, about 800 calories (I was so hungry
) and I feel so guilty about it. I've got my stories for tomorrow and sunday already and i'm sticking to them. I dont want this. but I'm doing this anyway.
Whats wrong with me?
Alys xxx
Sorry.