I had the appointment. I was so nervous beforehand, I nearly cancelled the appointment.
She went through a basic run through of what she does, we talked for an hour. We didnt discuss the abuse, just other stuff, including my mental health issues and mainly about my aspergers (it's a form of autism). In relation to the aspergers, how it could affect me as she didnt know much about it. (Well that is the impression I got) Oh and I told her about the fact that I SI.
It went better than than what I thought, but it's still early days. She also told my support worker that she was impressed with how intelligent I was, and how I have come along since I saw her before about non related stuff (I dont know about that, but my support worker keeps on telling me how I have improved so much. I dont know about that)
We made another appointment, I am glad that I am doing it, but it still early days. I dont want to be screwed up.
Last night I did something which was really helpful, I wrote down about my abuse. 7 and 1/4 pages of A4 I wrote, and it took about 2 1/2 hours. One day I hope to show it to her, but in the meantime it helped me because I let it all out.
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