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twisted-mirrors · 17-12-2010, 06:48 PM

:(((
Good. I was doing so good.
He OD again. I don't know how more I can stand by and "enjoy" ,my life.
I was doing so good. And now everythings falling apart.
He's a person, he's not a picture of my life I can just cutt off and forget, that's not how it happens.
I can't take this anymore. I feel like I'm griefing for someone before his death, i can't keep doing this.
I was doing so good.
Why does he have to do this?

17-12-2010, 06:48 PM	#7
twisted-mirrors Join Date: Nov 2010 I am currently:	:((( Good. I was doing so good. He OD again. I don't know how more I can stand by and "enjoy" ,my life. I was doing so good. And now everythings falling apart. He's a person, he's not a picture of my life I can just cutt off and forget, that's not how it happens. I can't take this anymore. I feel like I'm griefing for someone before his death, i can't keep doing this. I was doing so good. Why does he have to do this?
twisted-mirrors Join Date: Nov 2010 I am currently:	My Blog about Trauma & Recovery:http://seekingafrica.wordpress.com/ "It's astonishing, numbing, to find out that inside you, there is a stranger. One that has your arms, your legs, your eyes. A sleepless, restless stranger, who keeps walking, keeps eating, keeps living..." The Brave One Movie(2007)