It really is great to know that i'm not alone with this.
It does make me feel quite insane. i think because the picture of an insane person in my head involves someone behaving like this. Skipping and crawling around. Holding tight to a soft toy or doll. Talking to themselves [or the soft toy] constantly. Sometimes suddenly screaming, laughing or crying for no apparently. Amongst other things.
i now match that image pretty much completely. i don't mind being insane. It's not something that as few as either positive or negative. It just is part of me.
That's not to say that i want to stay like this. That i don't want to get better. Because this isn't half as fun or cute as it sounds. Just that i refuse completely to be ashamed.
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