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lonely_hope · 15-12-2010, 09:45 PM

ok...
so my mom asked me today if I have an ED. She heard me purging the other day (I told her it was just something I ate), and my dad told her about all my weight loss. I tried to make it sound as ridiculous as possible that I would ever do anything like that, but I don't know if she believes me. I asked her after a little while to "make sure" she believed me- she said yes, but I'm still not sure. I looked on the search history for the computer, and found that my mom had been looking up stuff on eating disorders. I'm so scared right now! I've already been caught for SI multiple times, and I can't afford to be caught for this.

goodness... I'm so confused... it's making me sick. My physical symptoms are getting worse, and I was stupid enough to tell my mom about those too. She then turned around and used those as symptoms of an ED. This is so unsettling... I hate being so unsure.

I don't know exactly what I'm looking for through posting this, but does anyone have advice or something?

thank you all for reading this

15-12-2010, 09:45 PM	#1
lonely_hope I'm not worth the air I breathe Join Date: Dec 2010 Location: US I am currently:	was asked about ED ok... so my mom asked me today if I have an ED. She heard me purging the other day (I told her it was just something I ate), and my dad told her about all my weight loss. I tried to make it sound as ridiculous as possible that I would ever do anything like that, but I don't know if she believes me. I asked her after a little while to "make sure" she believed me- she said yes, but I'm still not sure. I looked on the search history for the computer, and found that my mom had been looking up stuff on eating disorders. I'm so scared right now! I've already been caught for SI multiple times, and I can't afford to be caught for this. goodness... I'm so confused... it's making me sick. My physical symptoms are getting worse, and I was stupid enough to tell my mom about those too. She then turned around and used those as symptoms of an ED. This is so unsettling... I hate being so unsure. I don't know exactly what I'm looking for through posting this, but does anyone have advice or something? thank you all for reading this
	"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.