i think that there is definitely a strong element of wanting to be taken care of in this. i do feel very insecure and unsafe a lot of the time. i think in someways this is my way of trying to hide from that. And also subconsciously i think it's about getting positive attention and affection. My need for which comes from me feeling insecure.
i will speak to someone about this. i feel sometimes like i'm literally going insane, losing myself.
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