i am thankful that people are nice about it. i feel like a bit of a freak sometimes so i'm glad other people don't see me like that. i do feel quite mentally unstable a lot of the time. i don't know if these childlike behaviours are a result of mental instability or whether they contribute to me feeling that way. But whereas most of the time i'm not particularly bothered by this i do feel that there's something not quite right about it. i guess if i was totally unbothered i wouldn't be posting.
My GP i know really well so i would definitely feel comfortable speaking to her. My mental health coordinator i feel less comfortable with, she's not the most sensitive person, let's say. But i should tell her, that would be the best thing to do. i guess this could be important.
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