Cant you have a word with the psych at HHT about your meds? I can understand that feeling of feeling like a child - for me it was mainly control. In a way hun its good that you cant od but again i can completely understand the frustration of not been able to.
With me i never talked to my parents as they always felt so guilty and it made me feel guilty and frustrated as they couldn't understand depression or any of it. So i never told them anything and that why the things that happened to me , happened.
Things will get better hun , but they might take a while, nevertheless they will get better :)
Hugsxx
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