[loew89]

My PTSD went untreated for many years then i was finelly diognosed. But i refused treatment once again. Now all teh flashbacks are coming back and everything seems to b falling apart in front of me and i just cont control anything. My self harm behaviours have become worse and even the medications i am on seem not to be workign for me i just feel at a loss and tha tthe PTSD and depression have taken over my life and i have nothign left in me. I feel like a shell with nothing to it cause all i know are the voices in my head the flashbacks and teh thoughts of how hopeless i am and how i will never get out of this never ending pit i have fallin in