hi there,
did the hospital stay help you at all?
also, if you are dealing with childhood trauma, it can become very overwhelming. i think you will need the support of a therapist and a a psych. meds could also help.
please stay in touch and if you dont have support in real life, please get some. this will be very hard to do alone. but i applaud you for taking the first steps :)
loves.
xxxxx
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