I just can't stand being this size. I'm huge, seriously. At least if I was skinny, we'd all fit in, everything around us is small, friends, family, tv. It's not even about being thin, it's about being fat. I cannot stand being this size.
Great, now Kathryns crying because she realises how I truly feel. She's always had complexes about it but, ya know, I think I'm just making it worse by saying what she really feels about herself after all these years. She feels that everyone's so much prettier than she is, everyone has at least something going for them, but not her. She just wants to be pretty.
Everything else is going wrong but at least there's one thing I can put right.
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