So I went along, tbh I don't know if she's gonna help, we spent quite a long time talking about irrelevant things
I told her i had stopped binging&purging and was restricting instead, she then said well it's better to "control" my eating than to b/p but then when I told her what I had eaten the past 2 days she seemed quite shocked at how little it was so I don't know.. She asked me to introduce breakfast but I point blank refused & I just allowed myself to eat something small after quite a long time not eating & feel bad but now extremely hungry..grr
Got my scales today too & not as heavy as I thought but definitely need to lose, technically "underweight" but feel gross..
I'm at a loss about what to do.
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