Aw, Ally. You are not a bad person. It will be okay. I know dissociating is scary stuff. I have so many periods of time I cannot account for. I REALLY doubt your hearing will be anything like on TV. It'll likely just be you and your lawyer if you had one appointed, and two people on the other side, the judge, and maybe a secretary recording what is said. I've been to court a few times and that is how it was. I didn't even have to speak, the lawyers did all the talking. And you have a good defense. It was not your fault, you have an illness that you cannot control.
I'll be thinking of you and hoping that it goes well. I hope you are okay. And remember, you are NOT a bad person at all. You are a wonderful person who has a terrible illness that you didn't choose to have. I love you.
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