Also I should mention, I am trying especially hard now because I moved in with my girlfriend about 6 weeks ago. We have been together just over a year and she's been incredibly supportive even when I least deserved it, and if anything else happens I risk losing her. So although part of me thinks I'm fine now, I don't need help right now, there's always this undercurrent of not trusting myself, remembering how I've become unwell seemingly out of the blue at different times. I can't be selfish- but is it worth being on medication when I feel OK?
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