I’m going to keep it short.
My parents treat me like a friggin baby. Their so over protective now.
My older brother feels guilty. My brother isn’t the crying type of guy.. But we have been talking and he;s started crying and saying he was sorry. I think they all do.. Every one is angry. I go to therapy weekly and we all go once and sometime twice together monthly. Sometimes he talks to them with out me…sometimes talks to my parents before he talks to me.
I know every one had heard the saying about the evil twin…….. In my case it’s actually true. My sister’s are twins ( the witch, with a B, that abused me aka.. medusa.. ) has been disowned . it’s hard.. When we see family and old friends that haven’t seen for years and they want to know where she is and all that crap. I dk wut to say. To them. It; s really not something u want to go and say.. well she’s in prison cuz she abused me. U know.
I dk how it is for sure but I think it’s hard on my sister.. They were close. And to find out her twin was so evil… they don’t look exactly alike but they have the same features (eyes, nose, mouth, hair color…) well they looked alike except Medusa was a skinny bean pole and my sister is more curvy and shorter. It’s kind of hard sometimes. I had a sty in my eye some weeks ago and my sister got over me to put some stuff in it. I’m used to putting contacts in but not used to others putting their fingers near my eyes.. And I kept closing them .when I opened them up and saw her face I made me go into a fit freak out. We both cried about that all night. …all she did was try to help. I didn’t see her I saw her monster sister and when things calmed down and I was back to reality all I could do was apologize. it makes me feel bad ...
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