It souds like you really need to search to find a healthy outlet. The cutting might help... but only for so long until you do reala harm to your bosy... and you dont want those permenant scars. And eating bad will just give you more grief in the end. Not only will you be worrying about your mental health, but your physical health will start to plummet as well. And you are right... what if it doesnt work? Is it really worth that big of a chance?
Again, there are things out there that will give you a good feeling. You just have to experiment around. And as for your friends... i dont know if they really think that you would be faking something like this... and if they do they arent really true friends... but some of them might be scared for you and not know what to do. Just give them time.
I hope you start to feel better soon hunny
*hugs and cuddles*
x Kate
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