you'll hurt him more if something happens and he didn't know about it....
can you talk to a councelor about whats going on?
and yes, things can definately turn around and get better, but that won't happen on its own, and its going to take alot of effort and sticking to it.
having a list of distractions on hand for when you get triggered is helpful. as is having someone to call, and your boyfriend may not be the best option. thats not anything bad about him. just might be better to have an adult or someone that is more stable.
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