Feel free to join in Lizzie (: When I was in therapy I was having all these ideas about what was wrong with me, because it didn't just feel like depression. I thought I was suffering psychotic depression, then something else, then another thing... I was just desperate to try and find out what was wrong because it's hard to treat someone if you don't know what you're treating. Then I was diagnosed with BPD and it all made sense.
Yeah I see what you mean Sparky, it's just that I go through periods of having "mental dullness" where I can't even think to figure it out then racing thoughts where everythings going too fast to figure it out. It's just all so extreme.
I'm sorry to hear that Scarlet ): but maybe if you figure out what triggers you, even after you've SI'd, you can know for the future and be able to stop it then.
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