Hi just make this thread come to life again possibly!
Ive had a really bad month everythign chnaging i react really badly to chnage especiallyy to routine i go to college two daysa week onthursday and friday andthis week has been half term lots of mixed emotions that arte confuzzling me rite now.
I dotn know how to see my emotions or anyone else i kept asking my CAMHS worker if he was ok cos i didnt understand him with his bodyu laungauyge ect i find that incredibly hard its one of the things that really upsets me because i find it hard and it irratatyes people when they have to keep reapetign themselves or being really blatant with me about how they feel!
Im finding going out into town shopping very hard and i wont go throgu hthe day either espcially on my own because of crowds and noise and stuff like that.
Im beign very senstiive to noise at the moment!
Touch is a completly diffrent story im scared of beign touched by people i was Sexually abused when i was younger and realy dislike people touching me but its got considerbally worse since i went to college and all the anxiety came back to me!
Im sorry to open it up again but im struggling to cope with it at the moment!
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