It must be hard to feel so out of place - I hear you. It's really brave of you to admit to your friends that you're lesbian, that must've taken guts to do!
I hope you don't let their opinion influence you too much. I realise that's difficult when all the people around you think differently - but it doesn't mean you're wrong.
If you feel strong enough, could you discuss this with your close friends? I'm not a christian, but I've read a good portion of the Bible, and really, homosexuality is barely mentioned. Most of the arguments stem from ONE sentence in the Old Testament. The Old Testament also says it's right to enslave people, to execute them, you name it. Maybe some of your friends would be open to the possibility that the Bible and God are not 100% the same? I don't mean to challenge their faith, mainly the details. A lot of people haven't actually read the Bible thoroughly, but claim to know what's in there on hearsay.
All I can say is, don't give up on who you are. It wouldn't be a wise move to flaunt it right now, I admit, but don't let them get to you.
Good luck. x
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