There was no real trigger. I was feeling bad, but I feel bad a lotta the time, and I just handle it. And this time I didnt even think to resist it, I just kinda jumped straight to this. Guess I'm just scared that it means I'm not progressing as much as I thought I was. But thnx for your replies, everyone; kinda helps not feel so...alone. In some weird way. But yeah, it all really helped, so thnx a lot to all of you, I appreciate it.
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