Sweetie, just because you've been having a 'good day' doesn't mean that you are a fraud and that you're not ill. If your university are worried about you then obviously that means that there is something wrong, they wouldn't confront you like this if it was nothing. I can understand the feeling of wanting to B/P just to calm down, I guess for a lot of people with EDs it's not totally irrational but anyone looking in from the out side would think we're crazy. (if that makes sense?) Please don't though, if you can help it. <3
Also, like I said before, I think that writing a letter is the best way to go, they'll most likely ask you some questions about what you've written but you don't have to share anything you don't want to and it should be a good starting off point.
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