no....i dont think it is just you seeing what you want...i guess in some way i AM better....but in some it seems i have gotten worse.
I cant explain it properly...i tried in the first post, but having re-read it i realize it isnt quite what imeant...but i cant explain....it's very frustrating and i feel i'm talking/going in circles so much of the time.
I know at some point i will tell him of all the new wouinds, i dont know when..was going to last night, then...just couldnt. I hate that look, knowing he is then going to be on guard and worrying when there is already so much to worry about....
But thank you for replying, both of you.
means alot :o)
romp
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