I do too, usually when I have things I need to say to people (who, like you, I look up to and admire) but cannot say for fear or embarrassment or other things like that. It helps me to be able to talk it out in my head like that and it sounds like it helps you too, so I think keep it up if it is helping you! It's not abnormal many people 'role play' discussions they need or want to have.
If it's helping you, please, keep it up.
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