If you're close to your father, dont you think he'd understand and support you and stuff, if he knew? You dont have to be perfect, noone is perfect, and I'm sure if the ppl close to you knew the real you, it might be hard for them to understand at first, but they'll be there for you. There are ppl out there (and here, I'd assume) who will be able to help you and will support you and everything, so you can do it. You're trying your hardest, but there are a lotta different paths to get to that place that you wanna be in, so maybe you gotta find a different way to go about it that'll work for you.
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