Thanks :) I dont really refer to her now about my addiction, and try my hardest not to tell her my regrets! I really have found a new lease of life, so much so I'm joining the Royal Engineers! Just waiting on some minor documentation... I think this will help me hugely, give me something to go at, as well as still using my artisan trade.. WIN WIN...
I actually think that having my ex there, as a shoulder to cry on has really helped me, I've always had a stigma on the issue of discussing problems/crying, but have found that I literally could'nt care less because it helps to let it out to her.. I really feel I'm on the mend now and have found a far better understanding with my ex as a friend, you never know what the future holds, but for now it's still early days and the last thing I need is complacency.
My plan now I've overcome the initial remorse stage is to take it easy, focus on my new career, love, live and laugh :)
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