strange thing is i don't know of any abuse relating to churches with me... i don't really know why i have such a problem with it. i grew up very religious but now i get headaches and dissociate especially if i have to be in a service, at least with this particular type of church. i'm not really sure what to make of it.
i feel really impulsive right now. i'm not generally impulsive, but i'm wanting to contact people i normally would want away from and stuff like that. not sure what to make of it. the dissociation seems to not be there so much, but it's hard to tell. at least i'm not getting the unpleasant feelings or anything associated with dissociation.
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