Thank you for the reassurance
I think I'm gonna wait until my bf comes to visit me as he says he will take me especially if this continues..
I havent told any of my housemates no, they all seem to enjoy cooking and my friend always invites me to come eat with her,, so I did earlier but I made up a lie to have to go to my room after without her following :/ It was a "safe" lunch too so I don't know why it really went that way..
Urmm, I have a dinner provided tonight which I have to go to the restaurant for, I am really nervous about this. But I know, I need to keep something down as I feel so energyless and ill right now & after this 2 hour lecture I just had I realised I need to eat something otherwise I won't be able to concentrate etc etc..
I haven't met any lecturers personally yet and have met my "mentor" but they don't seem approachable.
The welfare officer comes round to see how we are and tells us just to go see them if we need help
But it just sounds so easy to get help yet I can't make myself go
I don't want people watching me, Im anxious it'll get worse like it did before if I try to reach out y'know..
I just feel like crying tbh..
Sorry I've waffled on.
xxx
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