thanks guys, my plan tonight consisted of curling up in bed and crying/sleeping. Have just asked for some meds to really knock me out because I just want to go to sleep and forget that today even happened.
I just feel so weak and stupid and pathetic and loathsome and any other obscenity you can think of. I know that no one will agree with me, though I really dont know why, but it's all true I promise you. I should just discharge, go home and let my ED slowly kill me.
Sorry, it's just how I feel right now
