Rach you can not make yourself ill over this. I know its easier said than done as 6 months ago i made myself ill over a friend who tried to kill herself. Its really hard not to get affected.
However you can only do so much. The rest is down to them. you have enough on your plate as it is. Its not selfish to look after yourself. Its the right thing to do. By the mere fact you call them a friend and im sure they call you a friend too, it means you have given already! Im sure you have given more than most friends do in a lifetime.
You need to distract yourself. You need to keep busy. you know as well as anyone that only your will can keep you alive. If you chose not to live or try then nothing and no one can help.
Be strong for your friend by being strong for yourself.
Its not easy i know. Trust me i really really know.
Love and hugs
Matthew xxx
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