hi there,
im sorry for all that youre going through.
i really think that you should focus on yourself instead of how she is doing. that will only hurt you more. you mentioned drinking alot. that wont solve anything better. it will only make you more depressed. ive been there and done that.
i cant give you a time limit on when you will feel better but maybe you could go to a therapist to help you through this. and maybe for a little while take some anti-depressants. just my opinion. but at any rate...please get some professional help since you are this low.
welcome to RYL
much love
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