First, try not to panic because you need to have a clear head in order to work your problems out.
Im so sorry that you have split up with your boyfriend and it must be tough having ''conditions'' in a way that you would have to fulfil in order to have him back. Thats not a fair thing to do.
Aside from what I've just said, I don't understand your fear. Is it how you think your mum will behave towards you or do you feel alone without your boyfriend and you're scared that your mum might shun you too?
My box is always open *hugs*
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