I'm not trying to be negative by any means. Ive been through what you been through. For goodness sakes when I was in a psych ward for attempting sucide I was aloud to leave. But my question is What kind of help do you want? Is it you just want someone to belive you. Do you want to be in Hosital? You have to think clearly what you want then you can access the help based on that need. You NEED to be clear in what you want. I belive the reason they don't belive you is because they honestly don't belive anything will happen. Sometimes this is a doctors approach. They know for a fact that it will be okay. They can't protect you. Im not trying to be mean at all. Again I have gone through this. Ive been treated this way. But what they are doing is actually trying to help, but making you figure out things for yourself. At this very time is sucks because you hurt so much, but when you see the light it all makes sense. I can't explain the feeling but its amazing when you get there. Trust me there will always be bumps ALWAYS, but try to look at it from a different perpective.
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