This thread isnt about me and i dont want to make it about me.
im not sure i should post this but Hel im so scared you really will die soon.Seriously.
i sit on RYL or at home and i literally wonder moment to moment if your alive or dead.
You mean so much to me and so many others here.
i knows its so hard for you to go into the hospital but i dont dare think of the outcome anymore if you dont real soon.
i love you and i couldnt bear to lose you.
You have people closer to you than me.im not sure how you or they must feel right now cos this must be so hard.
im sorry if it was inappropriate to put this here.Mods please feel free to remove and Hel if you dont want it here also please ask the mods to delete and thats ok but i just....maybe im selfish...but i just i need to get you to get help or i need to get you help...and i fear im running out of time pretty fast.
im scared for you Hel.So scared.
i love you and i would do anything to help you with recovery or even stabilising if you arent ready for full recovery.
i want to see you well and happy one day but i fear i wont.
i fear so much i wont and it makes me cry.
Please think about things.Please.
They need to help you and they should have done it sooner.
i know you probably hate me but if you cant go hosp yourself i really hope they section you soon.i would rather you hate me for life cos you know i wish this than to have a best friend die.
i love you.
xx xx
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